Redemption comes in myriad disguises, and Diane Hammond's second
novel, "Homesick Creek," movingly reveals how the secrets we carry act
as massive barriers along the road to kindness and forgiveness. Set in
1989 among the same milieu in the fictional town of Hubbard, as her
first book, Going To Bend, the story opens with an allusion to the
weather: "Mornings come hard and mean on the Oregon coast in winter" --
which pretty much sums up the day to day lives of Hammond's four central
protagonists as well.
Revolving around two married couples -- Bunny and Hack, Anita and
Bob, long time friends -- who have gradually let the struggles of
survival wear them down until their lives have become constrained by the
present and paralyzed by the future, Homesick Creek initially reads
like little more than an exercise in futility.
But as Hammond nimbly explores her character's inner strengths -
and lack thereof - we gradually begin to identify with the mix of gritty
determination and tired resignation these people so fully embody.
Bunny feels lucky she's attached to Hack, who arrived in her life
when she was a single mother, raising a daughter. "You couldn't keep a
man like Hack. The best you could hope for, if you were lucky and played
your cards right, was to get the use of him for a while."
Hack does well selling cars at the local dealership, has a few low
key indiscretions over the years but is closer to Bunny's daughter than
she. He makes a good living and does stay, charming his way through life
in a superficial manner, although the romantic flame in their marriage
burns out along the way. Bunny believes, mistakenly as it turns out,
that Hack is having an affair with Rae, a sophisticated younger woman
who works with him at the dealership. Her suspicions fuel her fears of
being left behind by Hack, and much of her part in the novel concerns
this dynamic in their marriage. She is unaware of Hack's tragic
childhood traumas - he keeps this secret to himself, and it limits his
ability to be whole with Anita.
Anita and Bob, on the other hand, are much worse off; Bob is a
binge drinker who barely holds onto his job at same car dealership, and
Anita, overweight, scarcely employed herself, is no longer the town
babe. But it's Bob, the true core of the story, who provides the most
drama and orchestrates the most heartbreak: unbeknownst to Anita, Bob
and his childhood friend, Warren, have carried on an affair since their
youth. Bob doesn't consider himself homosexual, and his love for Anita
has remained constant. But when Warren shows him "a couple of red spots
no bigger than doll's eyes" and says he has "cancer," Bob can barely
face the truth, and even when he does, he can't bring himself to tell
Anita.
So as both women soldier on, clinging to what stability they have
-- joy is not an option here -- it's the men who prove to be deeply
troubled and emotionally crippled. Bob's silence regarding Warren's -
and thus his - problems naturally evolves to a lamentable conclusion.
What makes Homesick Creek so much more than merely a soaper with
extra suds is Hammond's gift for writing beautifully nuanced sentences
with concepts she then gracefully turns into key themes. Her description
of the sentiment around Anita and Bob's first sexual encounter, in the
back of Bob's car, "At eighteen, they still held to the touching
delusion that failure happens in catastrophic ways instead of by inches,
from the inside out" shines with a lovely humanity yet downbeat truth.
If there's a flaw in Homesick Creek, it's the character of Rae --
her persona never feels fully fleshed out, but rather little more than a
plot device the author uses to illustrate conflict in Bunny and Hack's
marriage.
And redemption? It comes, in those tiny inches for some, in life-
changing leaps for other, just like our own non-fiction existence.